#MyBirthday

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What I do when I have a problem in expressing my feelings?

Hi everybody. Hmm actually I have a problem in expressing my feelings to others. You know what, I can't convert my feelings to words well. This has caused many misunderstandings about me. And this is sooooo sad! I just have it inside my mind, but I find it hard to express it to others. I can't tell everything here since it’s too public. I don't feel like I can trust anyone. But if i kept it alone, it would definitely hurts myself. I really want to know what was everybody's feeling about me but I'm afraid that I can't accept it and again, its would hurts myself. And yes, that is one of my greatest weaknesses. Should I speak my mind and just let everybody know?  Or I should just face it alone, so no one has to worry?

I'm a girl. I cry. When our feelings are hurt, the natural way to heal ourselves is to cry. "Crying is not a weakness; it's a natural, inbuilt, human response to sorrow, pain, fear, anger, shame, grief, despair, depression and sadness." Yes, cry! Sometimes, words simply aren’t enough to explain my heart so I do cry. And suddenly, everything seems so light. Tears really help me out of my problems.

I loveeeeees food! Various feelings make me hungry. Food really put my problems aside. It doesn't even matter if I am hungry or not anymore, I just eat. And I feel like ahhhh I'm so lucky, I'm a lucky girl lalala. Oh laksa oh laksa come to mama! Oh ya, chocolate is good for stress. "Eating a moderate amount of dark chocolate every day can help reduce the hormones in your body that make you feel stressed", according to a Nestlé study. So here I go grab for chocolate bar!

Take a walk outside. The stress-relieving power, the great of the nature. Close my eyes and take a deep breath. Breathe deeply into diaphragm, drawing air fully into lungs. Took out my uncomfortable feelings! I love beach. Smell the clean salt water and beach really helps me out. See the waves washing up onto the sand and flowing back down just sooo relaxing!

Sometimes, I really don't understand my feelings like my mom always do. Hehehe she got magic actually. Who takes away my pain. But I can't call her every minutes and 'mengadu' this and that. Well I can't hide away my feelings cause its always lead to hatred. All I need to do is, voice it out silently! And make things better, and forgive everyone who took me down. It’s quite funny but I do express my feeling through writing when my mom is not around. Getting out some blank pieces of paper and writing down all my feelings! What I should say, what I shouldn't say and what is exactly I mean for. Its really work! You should try this!

And the most important is, remembering Allah. He is the creator. And He knows everything!

5:53am. Till then, Assalamualaikum.

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New look!

Say hi to new look! I found that fast blog loads is important. If your blog takes a long time to load, many readers may leave your blog. So yeah, that's it. Fast loading. Simple. Black and white with some polka-dots for date and sidebar tittle. I have always used paint to make my headers. Brain Flower font for header, Georgia for blog text and Times New Roman for the chat box. Weheeee dah ada chat box! Now you can chat with me! Don't forget to leave me your footprints yaaaaaa! Got it from http://cbox.ws. There is also blog achieve and labels for easing your search. Twitter acc and Facebook fan page on @ owner section. ^^

That's all. Till next post. Assalamualaikum!


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Kiyomi/ Gwiyomi!

Gangnam Style, then it was Harlem Shake. And now, Kiyomi/ Gwiyomi! And it is super cute! :p

"Gwiyomi”  means someone who is cute hence the new dance craze literally means “cute player”

1 + 1: 일 더하기 일은 귀요미 [il deohagi ireun gwiyomi]
2 + 2: 이 더하기 이는 귀요미 [i deohagi ineun gwiyomi]
3 + 3: 삼 더하기 삼은 귀요미 [sam deohagi sameun gwiyomi]
4 + 4: 사 더하기 사는 귀요미 [sa deohagi saneun gwiyomi]
5 + 5: 오 더하기 오는 귀요미 [o deohagi oneun gwiyomi]
6 + 6: 육 더하기 육은 귀요미 [yuk deohagi yugeun gwiyomi]
*Any bold faced character can be replaced by ‘도’ [do]

# Video Kiyomi/ Gwiyomi ni sangat comel! tapi asyik error je bila upload :(

# Cari lip tint? Click here! RM8/bottle!

Till then, Assalamualaikum!

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Happy Belated Birthday Tatak Pijah!

Assalamualaikum^^

5 April 2013. Happy belated birthday Nur Hafizah Noslan!

A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are. Age hasn’t spoiled you. Happy Birthday. Wishing you all the best. May Allah bless you with success, health, happiness, patience and strength. Always and forever. May all your dreams come true and may you live the life that you have always dreamed of! *Nanti kita duduk rumah tepi pantai ye? :P Well, you're such a great friend! So you deserves a great day ahead! *Am I the last one to wish you Happy Birthday? :P Hihihi!

 "A smile is a curve that sets everything straight and wipes wrinkle away!"

Till then, Assalamualaikum!
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